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Posted by David Ward on 17/09/2018
Posted in: Bible, Personal thoughts. Tagged: changing, Faith, Gideon, Hebrews 11, inadequate, self-centredness, self-reliance, source of faith. Leave a comment

feeling small

And what more shall I say? I do not have time to tell about Gideon, Barak, Samson and Jephthah, about David and Samuel and the prophets…

Hebrews 11:32 (NIV)

The LORD turned to him and said, “Go in the strength you have and save Israel out of Midian’s hand. Am I not sending you?”

Judges 6:14 (NIV)

“He replied, ‘I tell you that to everyone who has, more will be given, but as for the one who has nothing, even what they have will be taken away.

Luke 19:26 (NIV)

Faith is a strange thing. Sometimes what little you have needs to be taken away so that faith can grow. Sometimes, using the faith you have results in you getting more. Sometimes, not using the little you have leads to you losing even that!

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Unless you are one of those always-supremely-confidant people you must have done it…God says, “I have a wonderful plan for your life”, and your response is, “Here I am-send someone else…please! I’m not ready, I don’t have what it takes, I’m not well connected enough, my faith is not what it could be…the reasons go on and on. At the root of it all, you sniff personal failure, and you don’t want to look foolish.

And God simply says, “No, you’re the one, even with all your defects. Go in the strength you have…”

And so, you go.

Things seem to be going well. The work is growing. People are flocking to help. It looks as if you really can do it. You feel good about yourself. God was right…you have got what it takes.

Then God interrupts. “You have a problem that needs fixing. So, I’m going to fix it. I’m going to cut your workers down to a handful. I’m going to severely reduce your budgets. But…the task won’t get any smaller.”

And it comes to pass.

Somehow you plough on. God has told you to do it, so you do. Things go better than you could have hoped. Despite the lack of resources, you succeed in doing what God has asked.

One day, you wake up and realise that you’ve changed. You no longer feel inadequate and worthless. You also realise that since God said he’d “Fix” your problem you’ve been praying more than you ever have in your life before. Every decision, every step has been bathed in prayer. And God has been faithful. It dawns on you that it’s never been about you…your abilities, your strength. It’s been about your ability to simply trust God…to trust that he wanted it to happen more than you could have imagined.

So, using what little faith you have is important… and so is who you have faith in.

The job is done…and you are changed too.

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DON’T cut out the middle-man/woman…

Posted by David Ward on 03/09/2018
Posted in: Bible, Mission, Personal thoughts, Spirituality. Tagged: "Faith in the Making", Abraham, Church, Genesis, God, Hebrews 11, Isac and Jacob, KIngdom of God, Lyndall Bywater, Old Testament, pioneering, vision. 1 Comment

 ‘I am the God of your fathers, the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob.’

Acts 7:32 (NIV)

By faith Isaac blessed Jacob and Esau in regard to their future.

Hebrews 11:20 (NIV)

middleman“Middle-men” do not get great press. They are considered to be an unnecessary and costly intrusion in business dealings (although they can sometimes be invaluable in tricky negotiations). A particularly nasty wi-fi hijack and identity theft is called a “man in the middle attack”, for obvious reasons.

When it came to the ancestors of the nation of Israel, Isaac will forever be the man in the middle. He is chiefly remembered because of the sibling rivalry of his sons, his romance with Rebekah and a dispute over water-rights with his Philistine neighbours in the Negev desert.

He seems to lack the glamour of both his father, Abraham, and his son, Jacob.

He didn’t go on long journeys to far-off lands. He only had one wife and no concubines (as far as we know). He didn’t have his name changed by God, and both his life and his relationship with God seem, well, ordinary, compared to the other two. He also managed to live longer than either of them…maybe there’s a connection to all the other stuff…

And yet, in God’s economy, he had an important and significant part to play, and he and his more illustrious relatives can teach the church today an important lesson when it comes to building things with God that last.

So, Abraham was a pioneer, an innovator. Although they can be uncomfortable to live with, with their tendency to start new things and then move on to the next,we desperately need them in the Kingdom. We have an unchanging God who constantly likes to do old things in new ways. He understands the way that human culture changes better than any of us, and he’s anxious that his church doesn’t get left behind and become irrelevant and side-lined in a rapidly changing world. So he gives us pioneers (maybe apostles in old language…) who catch God’s heart and vision and share it with the rest of us, stirring us up to do old things in new ways through their passion and the vision they share.

But, as I already mentioned, they have the apparently annoying and frustrating habit of abandoning their project and moving on to the next new thing. Left alone, the project would quickly die, and lead to a string of “we tried it; it didn’t work” attitudes.

That’s when Isaac-types come in.

He’s the consolidator of the new vision. He’s the one who works it out, goes deeper and works hard to establish it on firm foundations. He’s the one who makes it work

I see him doing it in three ways.

  1. He worked out what was worth keeping. In Genesis 24: 1-4 Abraham sends his servant to find a wife for Isaac among their relatives back I the old country, rather than from among the local people they now lived among. Then, In Genesis 28: 1-4 we find Isaac doing exactly the same thing with his son, Jacob. Their identity and heritage as God’s people mattered. When we are doing new things with God, decisions have to be made about what is worth hanging onto from our past history as the people of God and what we need to give up. It’s also important that we don’t start to blend in with people who don’t know Jesus yet so much that we become indistinguishable, and cease to be signposts to Jesus. Isaac’s job was to stay put in the land God had promised, putting down roots and growing there, and still being distinctive.
  2. He knew when to move on. When he encountered opposition from the Philistines, who kept on filling in the wells he dug, instead of fighting, he let go of the wells and moved on to places where he could dig new ones. And eventually he dug a well in a place no-one contested. Visionaries find it very hard to let go of the dream and move on, often leading to break-ups, splits and the end of something that could have been good. People get tired of opposition (and sometimes it is right to resist) but sometimes we need to name our failure and move on, believing God has something better for us.
  3. He had an eye on the future. Consolidators know that often they won’t see the fruits of their labours…they build for future generations to benefit. They also know how to make the best out of a bad situation. Isaac’s dysfunctional family could have been a bit of a disaster. When Jacob tricked his father into giving him the blessing meant for the eldest son (Esau), a blessing which could only be given once, Isaac improvised and made up a new blessing for Esau. Both sons were given a blessing for their futures!

And so, we come to Jacob.

Jacob took the vision given to Abraham, and so carefully established by Isaac, and he made it grow. He was the expander, the developer, the builder. His methods weren’t always the one’s God might have chosen but God was faithful and Jacob slowly learned to do things God’s way. He ended up with a large family that found safety from famine in a foreign land and grew there into the great nation that God had promised. They still had to return to the land God had promised, but that is another story.

It might be helpful to read Acts and the Epistles again, and notice how Paul (an Abraham-type, I think) travelled with people and built teams of people who had Isaac and Jacob-type characteristics as he planted new churches. Might be interesting to look at the ministry gifts in Ephesians 4: 11-16 and try to think which gifts an Abraham, an Isaac and a Jacob might have.

In our churches, as we seek to build God’s Kingdom, we need to identify the Abrahams, Isaacs and Jacobs among our members, let them do what they do best and…this is the hard part…get them to work together on God’s plan.

Middle man-woman

I am, once again, deeply indebted to Lyndall Bywater for her book “Faith in the Making” that has been inspirational and deeply troubling to my personal comfort, and reminded me of my place in God’s scheme of things, which I have found very encouraging.

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A short hop at Harestanes…

Posted by David Ward on 30/08/2018
Posted in: walking. Tagged: Harestanes, Monteviot House, River Teviot, Scottish Borders, short walks, suspension bridge. Leave a comment

Harestanes-logo_Main-Cafe-909x1024I was on my way home from an appointment in Melrose and decided to stop off at Harestanes Countryside Visitors’ Centre for a coffee.

This is a place of many happy memories…visits with the children when they were younger and as a lunch stop on a number of pilgrimages that I have led along St Cuthbert’s Way.

Once I was there, how could I resist a short walk (my time was a bit limited). I wondered about taking the path up Peniel Heugh to the Waterloo Monument, but decided to tread a more familiar path, along part of St Cuthbert’s Way out to the Monteviot Suspension bridge across the River Teviot, instead.

Early autumn is in the air, and I left the courtyard of the Centre by the small door next to “Mary’s Dairy”, resisting the temptation of delicious ice cream, and followed the path by the access road, in the direction of the Stables at Monteviot House, until it takes a left turn and crosses a stream via a wooden footbridge.IMG_1643

The path continues through a small wood, with some interesting trees with exposed roots, until it meets St Cuthbert’s Way, at which point I followed the signpost ‘East’.

IMG_1645Along the route are several marker posts…the one in the photograph bears the cross for St Cuthbert’s Way, a Roman helmet, because the route is a continuation of Deere Street and the green arrow for one of Harestanes own suggested routes.IMG_1646

When I emerged from the woods onto the main drive of Monteviot House I turned left towards the gates before turning right onto the signposted St Cuthbert’s Way and plunging back into the woods.

These woods are filled with beech trees and some magnificent oaks, and I saw squirrels skittering about beneath them.

When the path left the wood I followed it along the edges of a number of spacious fields. There IMG_1647are several magnificent oaks along this path…I sheltered under one when a sudden short, drizzly shower came from nowhere.

 

Shower over, I reached the end of the field path and went through a gate into a largely coniferous wood.IMG_1649

The path led on to a T-junction: I went left to the viewpoint onto the River Teviot at Nisbet Mill Cauld before backtracking down the right path and walking on to the Monteviot Suspension Bridge, built with the help of money from the EU.

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In order to get some panoramic photographs I crossed the bridge, which was swaying quite a bit in the fresh breeze. It’s narrow, high and long, with long approach ramps at each end. I remembered how, on a previous visit, our bearded collie, Sam, had refused point blank to walk across and had to be carried across the most terrifying (for him) bit.

After pausing for a while to enjoy the solitude (I’d only met two people, both of them clearly long distance path walkers, since leaving the centre) I returned to the Centre by the same route, and continued my journey home. I had walked a very pleasant 5 miles in total.

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